Confused Needs

Congratulations on making me believe.

How could I have been so naive.

All the things you said that night.

Made it all seem so right.

Only later to find that they were all lies.

And that you were just like all the other guys.

Only out for a piece of ass.

Making me believe that it was going to last.

I would never cheat on a guy.

So your reasons for not trusting me I don't know why.

Is it because of my virginity.

That you think that you don't deserve me.

Cause if so than stupid are you.

To look at it in that point of view

To think that I was willing to wait.

And that us meeting was that of fate.

How could I have been so foolish to believe.

That you would have cared after you leave.

I guess it was just a one time deal.

For your feelings for me simply were not real.

So goodbye to you, wish you well.

For our secret I will never tell.

Although it hurts to be used once more.

So no longer will I open my door.

Hope your luck in the future is good not bad.

For someday you will realize what you could have had.

Don't get me wrong we can still be friends.

For anything more than that would depend

On whether or not your willing to give us a shot.

For I care about you a whole lot.

I promise you I would never fail.

The test you put upon my trail.

Faithful I would be till the very end.

Even if I have to wait till there was more time to spend.

For I will never know how you truly feel.

Unless you tell me your feelings are real.

You can not expect me to just know.

For feelings like that don't always show.

Maybe you didn't use me after all

But how would I know if you never call.

Maybe you do care and I am just not aware

For that I wish you would share.

I'm oblivious to what you feel

I only hope that you will reveal.

The true feelings that lie beneath you

Oh how I wish, If I only knew.

This poem is now coming to an end.

Please take it to heart my dear friend.