Chemicals react

Stuck in time
in the evil of day
with death at my door,
my soul left astray

my diary being read
to all the open ears
im wasting my time
im wasting my tears

the horror seems to echo
through these empty streets
as i begin to conquer life
my soul takes defeat

flowers bloom outside
in black, red, and gray
they lose their vibrant colors
for it is my sins they pay.