My Heart is Closed!

"My Hearts gonna be selfish,
it's gonna play it safe,
no matter what I do,
no matter what I say,
it's locked the door,
and hid the key,
I can say what I want,
but it's done listening to me,
I've told it over and over,
promised it so many times,
that it will all be worth it,
there will be no more lies,
that it's ok to love,
it's ok to trust,
that this time will be different,
so love it most,
but everytime it does,
listen to me,
it always wishes,
that i would've just let it be,
because whenever my heart opens up,
it ALWAYS gets broken and shattered,
as if it's feelings,
don't even matter,
So I guess i don't blame it,
for not wanting to get hurt,
because that's all that ever happens,
it always gets burnt,
so my heart is closed,
there's no more vacancy,
and it's all thanks to,
my horrible guy history!"