Jumbled Mess

Scared , Lonely, and Afraid
My feelings are jumbled and confusing
Longing,Wanting, and needing
I wish I could find something more amusing
Happy, Excited and whole
I don't know when I will feel that way
Angry, Frustrated, And aggravated
My moms not here with me today
Shy. Left out, and worried
What will he think when he sees the "real" Me
Love, Passion, and Comfort
Maybe he will be the one to set those emotions free
Broken, Shattered, and Destroyed
I've already seen what I want of this world
Hope,Prayer, and Faith
That god will help me make everything alright
Hopeless, a failure, and a Quitter
I know I will NEVER sleep peaceful at night