Lost Words

~This is in memory of my best friend Andrew who was killed in a car accident. I miss you Drew.:'( I'll always be your 'baby'.~

I miss you.
I miss living in world where you were always beside me. I miss feeling useful and wanted. I miss you always being there for me whenever I was feeling down and helping me when I was confused. I miss you whispering all of the happy memories we had shared in my ear whenever I was sad. I miss the moment you kissed me on my 8th birthday. I miss all of the jokes you said just to make me smile. I miss running through the park as you would say cheesy love lines from the movies you'd watched the day before. I miss the time i helped you when your crush dumped you. I miss the feeling i got after you helped me up when i fell down. I miss the way you looked at me like i was crazy whenever I'd say something stupid. I miss the days we had stayed out just walking around. I miss telling you all of my secrets. I miss that special smile you gave me when you asked me to dance. I miss all of the time we spent together. I miss being around you. I miss the day we first met.I miss the first time you called me your 'baby' when i was 8 and how you sealed it with your kiss. I miss being your friend, you were my best friend. I miss talking to you everyday. I miss being there for you. I miss knowing that nothing in the world could stop our friendship. I miss the last words we ever said to each other. I miss the last time you said goodbye. I'm going to miss everything about you, I don't know how I'm going to live. I miss that feeling you brought me every time you'd smile. I miss everything we've been through together.
I miss you.