I...

I bet it's so hard
to sit back and watch my tears fall
I bet it's so hard
to stand up and be so tall

I bet it's so easy
to lay down and look into my eyes
I bet it's so easy
to not feel remorse while tears flood my eyes

I bet I am dumb
because i thought that you cared
I bet I am dumb
for giving you all that i shared

I guess I am alone
because you certainly don't exist
I guess I am alone
Because you never cared about my wrist

Set me on fire
so I can feel warmth
Bury me underground
so i can be one with the earth

Push me away
So i can blame the wind
Throw me in the ocean
So i can pretend I never sinned