Not knowing what to do anymore..

Things happened all so very fast,
Not knowing if that moment was going to last.
I didn't know what to say,
I didn't want are friendship to change in anyway.
Even though we don't share the same mother,
You use to call me your lil sis and i use to call u my big brother.
I never took a guess,
that anything would happen between us.
But things did..and i didn't know what to do,
I was caught up in the moment there with you.
Few more days tell once again we say goodbye,
I didn't want to get to close to you, i already know i am going to cry.
Its all confusing nothing is to clear,
Knowing you did this with someone else last year.
you couldn't even remember the night before,
the kiss we had outside my very front door.
Even though you gave me a kiss
i know not to go to far because you really like Kris
I really don't know what to say,
or how to make anything go back to its normal way.
To go back to when we were kids...remember that?
Were to you i was just a little annoying brat.
I don't know what i am to you anymore
I no that i am not but think what you want you can even think i am a whure
But no matter what though i will always love you,
I just hope you love me too.