The Da Vinci Code poem.

Does he know? That I love him so?
All days and nights, he stays in my mind.
View of mine about him is clear.
I love him, he is real.
Dont ever want to lose him,

Always want him to stay. But...
Loving him hurt me too
Especially coz I know he dont love me, like I do.
X-girlfriend is still in his mind.
And I am not anything like she was,
Not so beauty, not so nice.
Dark doubts of mine make me feel sick
Reality hit on my face, I am far away and we're not going to meet.
Ever? I dont know about that, but then it might be too late.

I scared him find someone he want to be with and he want to

Love like he loved her so much.
Or if he just wants to forget me for the reason I dont know why.
Vague thinks which running in my mind drive us apart.
Escape I need. I have to run away from him.

Y? Coz I cant even to think hurt him inside. If I stay I do that for sure.
Of course he will be disappointed at me coz I lied.
Understand me please; explanation is here inside, from the begging just read this again...