Dear j.r

Yesterday i woke up and it was a beautiful day,
because i knew later on that day i'd see you,
i just could'nt wait,
but then the phone rang,
which right away i knew it was bad news,
i just hoped it was'nt bad news about you,
but it was,
you had an accident,
and they could'nt get you out of the truck,
my heart just started beating faster and faster,
and i didnt know what to do,
tears just came dropping out of my eyes,
i wanted to be where you were at,
but i couldnt cause no one took me,
i was so confused,
asking myself so many questions,
and i kept on crying,
then they told me you died,
i couldnt believe it, and i still cant,
i was going crazy, and i still am,
you were the love of my life,
and will always be,
i keep asking GOD why this happened,
why couldnt it be me!!!
i had barely seen you the night before,
and talked to you,
you were telling me all your plans for the future,
of going to college and being someone,
but now your gone, gone forever,
and left me with so much pain,
so much pain i dont think i could handle,
but i know GOD does these things for a reason,
which i still dont understand why,
i just want you to be here with me,
and never let me go,
but now that your up above in heaven,
dont forget me,
and remember that i loved you,
and that you\'ll always have a place here in my heart