I stand upon the shores...
alone distort...
warm tears cascading down my face...
as slowly all hope fades...
i try and look around me...
but nothing seems to exist...
just a memory...
of what once was....
and of what maybe...
As the night draws on....
sunset seems to have escaped....
leaving me alone...
the cold breeze hits my face...
i struggle to forget...
yet the power of his memories...
burns inside...
the hurt is displayed...
the anger building up....
questions arise...
that no one can answer....
I close my eyes...
for a moment...
I'm in solitude...
nothing seems to be so close...
yet in the distant...
i can see all my dreams fade...
disappointment anguish builds up...
like a volcano about to erupt...
i run for the shores....
Once again I'm alone...
without a hand to hold....
deep in the shadows...
i see his face...
he reaches out for me....
then quickly pulls away...
surrounded by silence...
the only noise i hear...
is my own breathing...
Feeling numb i remain still...
not daring to question...
the things unknown...
should i strive forward?
or should i wait?
will he ever change his mind?
will we be together again?
questions so many...
yet the answers so0 little...
The angers so strong now...
i ask God what the future holds...
am i ever meant to be happy...
or is this just an illusion he creates...
will the guy i love...
come whisk me away...
or am i living in a dream world...
that doesn't exist?
