I weep deep into the night
but no one hears my cry.
The day is the same nothings changed.
Like a caged animal I stay.
Looking out my window.
Wondering when it is that
I'll be able to fly.
Be set free.
Day after day I pray
that someone comes and takes me away.
Every day is the same nothings changed.
I look into those eyes
yet I can't look into their souls.
Fire coming out their mouths.
Rage is the one thing that gets me torn.
As silent as a mouse I carry on living.
Hoping things will someday change.
Yet it carries on. I wonder why it is.
Like a battlefield it continues.
When will the show end?
When will the contestants fail?
When will this war end? When will I be at peace?
Maybe never.
Anger wells up inside of me.
Till like a tiger I cannot control.
Then silenced into depression.
I creep back to my room.
It happens everywhere I tell myself.
Somehow I still cannot
console myself.
Trying so hard to take it one day at a time.
Life isn't easy
neither is living in a place like this.
Where everyday is a battle
and everything you say.
Brings everyone Pain!