Not now, not here

Lost in my confusion
I try to leave it at one last kiss
Then it suddenly hits me
Your kiss is yet another thing I'm going to have to miss

In your arms for one last night
One last night, where you're going to be holding me tight
One last look in your eyes
Those eyes that were always the first to see through my lies

I try to let go
Yet i want to hold on
Somehow i know
I'm going to miss you as soon as you're gone

You don't even know the news I'm about to bring you
It really aches to see
The way you look down at me lying in your arms
And flash a smile at me

I firm your grip around me as i close my eyes
I can't handle the last time of the two of us staring at starry skies
I don't want it to be over
Yet I'm about to break it off
I just wish it could be over
But I'm going to miss it as soon as it's lost

I silently start crying
And you're the first to wipe away my tears
Then i realize I've got to stop trying
I can't break it off
Not now, not here..