THANX for not being there!

I needed you but you weren't there.
So all i have done these past few nights is cry myself to sleep.
You have went into my heart and cut me deep.
Now i realise that you will never be there for me.
I cant stop thinking of you
get out of my head.
You wouldn't even care if i was dead.
I hate you for all that you've done.
Please just leave me be.
Why wont you just leave me.
See after all these years of wishing you were here.
I finally don't care.
Don't come home because i wont be there.