Deep Inside

Deep Inside - by Sav

He coughs his life away in a haze of smoke, i see the end, another toke.

His face swells up, the colours appear, eyes close shut, death is near.

I wish his pain would go away, alas it wont all it will do, is stay.

It grows inside from countless years,

he may never know i am sincere.

I love and hate this wonderful man, but all my advise is thrown to the can,

like a thousand doves soaring so high,

I imagine the dreams of when he will die,

I saw him tonight, a box he lay, i pound at it for him to stay.

His time is short i feel it in my heart, all i can do is never part, from memories and truths were shared together, maybe not then but it was a start.

He knows himself what he has done but denies the truth to protect his son.

Father or Dad i wished to know, but as time goes on our relationship grows.

Too little too late? i wish it not, as he is a man that will never be forgot.