Hurt me

There's a ragged kind of heartache
as I lay here all alone
there's a distant separation
between me and all I've known

it's a nagging recognition
I refuse to dignify
you will never hear me acknowledge
that you left me here to die

A hazy sort of vision
the eyes I see through now
are tainted with a charcoal color
faded and dull somehow

it's an immortal kind of moment
the kind only gods can see
it's a fatal thrust you've given
A wound you'll never see bleed