You said you were going to change
that thing's were different, that you not going to yell and tell me what to do, that your not going to even ask me who I'm talking to. but you lied. I no I'm not prefect, I'm not trying to be , the only thing I'm doing is being me. Do you no really how much time's i lied, i can lie to you without even crying, it's like when you say you love me i don't care, to me it's just word's you use to get sex, you don't really care.
why didn't i hear my daddy out when he said life is not fare, that all boy's you age just want sex, not to let them get you , not to give it up, i got the power daddy , that's what i say , just to make everything with him be OK. i wish i would of changed my mind when i got in that bad, i should of listened to all the thought that were running through my head. But now i no not to trust my heart but to listen to my mind and it will tell me where to go.
I'm sorry daddy ,i should of known not to trust him, that I'm not grown, and that their really is a lot of thing's i don't no , i just wanted to let you no that i never wanted it to be like this, i never wanted to have sex, i really wish i could go back to all this , and end it before it came to sex.
