My life....i guess

Scars heal bruises fade
my choice in life is now made
do i carry on or just slip throughi
ts undecided what to do..

do i cut my wrist or shoot a gun
blood or pain
which one will i finally choose
tonight is the night i finally say goodbye 2 sucidal thoughts. heartache and words left unsaid
i know i will be missed

but this time i knew i try to be who im not.
who i hated
dressing in a trendy style instead of the way i want to be

i try to work out my problems
but they get bigger everytime
i have to cut each n every day
just to stay alive