What Love Is To Me...

Love is such a hurtful thing,
Such a horrible experiance,
But the moment I'm caught in it once again,
It's like another trance.

It's just so heart-wrenching,
When I try to love,
Nothing ever really helps,
And getting through the nights alone is so f**king tough.

Everytime someone new steps into my life,
It's like my lucid thoughts are being pushed out,
I always expect things to be okay,
I can't believe that I never have doubts.

But in my past so many have just left,
Some just wanted more,
One used to hit me hard enough,
For me to fall upon the floor.

And somehow as I write this,
I only have one person on my mind,
I love him with all that I am,
Reasonable thoughts are what I need to find.