Am i that stupid to think of someone
when youre always thinking of me;
though i know he thinks of me no more.
Am I that numb to long for someone
when youre always there longing for me just like before?
Am I that foolish to choose him to stay in my life
when youre alwaysbeen there waiting for me;
And in the darkness I think of him
to be the one who'll set me free.
Why does my heart shout for him when he's not there?
And I took you for granted
when youre just by my side.
And why do I keep crying
when i know my heart has lied?
Why do I need him like the air i breath everyday of my life
when youre just there lending your hand giving all I need?
Why does his tender love is just the one I heed?
When youve given your best,why cant I see it?
Why cant i give you back the best of mine?
Keep looking for him to give me
just an ounce of his time?
Why do I keep myself alone again
when youre ready to open your arms around me...
thinking I'd be happy just to touch his face...
and feel his sweet embrace?
Am I that crazy to wish for someone out of reach
when youre just a step behind me waiting still?
Am I that dumb not to care
for what you might feel?
Why cant I just teach my heart to love you
with every breath of my life and forget i ever met him?
When youre always there loving me...
why cant i hate myself for loving him?
If happiness is what I seek...
and youre giving it with all your heart...
why cant I feel it--- thinking in my life he would depart?
Am I that selfish to love another
when you have loved me and love me and will love me for always?
Am I that selfish to have ignored no
and ignore you and will ignore you all my days?
And why do I prefer to live my life alone...knowing i'd belong to someone else,not him?
knowing I'd give my love to someone not him?
give my trust and all I have?
Am i that stupid?or just in-love?
