She shuts me in her,
and holds my blood and brain under her fingers.
I'm back to darkness that no day recalls.
I can see nothing but my shadows in the sky,
As though tonight I plead to die;
for secret is my grief,
and sorrow is my future.
I locked myself knowing that
living is too long to endure.
I'm forever haunted by my head
and now pay the cost of the fights I lost!
If I could only sleep like the dead...
and delete her, take her out of my head.
It's better to be locked in these corners without light...
coz I had forgotten to ask her
the way back to life.