Suffer

Nobody will know the suffer i go through.....
I've had fists thrown at me, hands gripped tightly around my neck.
I've had spears thrown at me, and now I'm a nervous wreck.
I've had blood thrown around my home, even knifes held to my throat.
I've seen a river of my family's tears, abusive letters to me were wrote.
and nobody will know the suffer i go through
and all because of my brother....