Do you feel better?

Hey i want to ask you some something
What kind of happiness does my pain bring?

Do you feel in control when you hit me?
Do you feel better, what do you see?

Do black and blues make you smile?
Are you happy while yelling all this while?

When you see me fall down on the floor
Why the hell do you want to come back for more?

Does hitting your girlfriend excite you in some way?
The fact of the matter is what you are doing is not OK...

You hurt me so bad, inside and out
I don't even know what the hell we fight about!

I just know i cannot live my life
Because according to you, i don't do things right

I can't talk to my friends anymore
In my social life, i closed every single door

I revolved my life around you
I don't know why considering what you do...

I would go to bed praying to god at night...
ASKING HIM to take me away, i am not alright!

I didn't want to wake up to another day of hell
You didn't seem to handle ANYTHING really well

Good times only lasted for about a minute
Life was meaningless, who the hell was even in it?

You say that you were afraid of losing me...
That's why you didn't want me to be...

I guess hitting a girl made you feel more secure
I was feeling horrible, you were feeling pure...

But the fight is over, the bell has rung
My new life has begun

I love you and I'm always going to
I'm never going to forget what we went through

But hitting me to keep me is the wrong choice
And now it's time to listen to my own voice

Do you feel better now
Considering the new life i have found

I'm not with you anymore
Things WON'T be like before..