Why

I open my eyes
and the fist thing that runs throw my mind is suicided
i wonder to myself why am i alive
i can't see why I'm here
i can't keep strong no more
I'm lost with in my self
i want to just get away from all this
theres no where to go
all this pain inside of me
this feeling i can not hide anymore
I'm going insane
I'm losing everything i use to hold on to
I'm on my own
i think to myself
theres no where to go
no one to say i love you
or to hear it back
i feel so unwanted
i feel so broken
why every time when i open my eyes I'm alone
why am i always on my own
why tell me why
every time i get up the first thing that runs throw my mind is suicide
am i going insane
it feels as if i have no home
i feel so broken inside
why must i cry