Losing something to a precious love, not knowing the outcome, only known from above.
Not waiting because it felt so right, rushing into it just overnight.
Wanting to take it back and forget it happened, now emotionally tied and heart in a bend.
Never listening or taking advice, crying and being depressed, never having the right device.
Him saying words that sounded so real, now lost with nothing, he got the good deal.
Wondering if he ever cared or if more will come, being a fool, how could I be so dumb?
A lot of plans were talked about and set, marriage, kids and a home, now nothing is left.