Best friends

Oce upon a time
i had two best friends
they are wierd and out there
but thats why i love them
i am 2..sometimes
it all depends.
but not this year
i havent beenits not really me
but they dont like that
so i sit in my room and cry
cuz they dont want to talk
or hang
or chillax
it breaks my heart
i love them more then anything
but i always seemed to be third wheel?
was it worth it?
sorta.
i dont think they like me much anymore
i was talking to one and all she could say was calm down
so i sit in this empty house
and i let the tears slide down my cheeks
they may be different
but they are the coolest kidz i know
the radio im listening to
plays loudly and sadly
its numbing the pain
i will feel better in the morning
i cant stand feeling this way
i love my best firends
can i still call them that?
do they hate me?
no
no
no
no
i will cover my ears
i just want to drown out the sound of my own tears
i ahte this
will they still love me in the morning?
i had given up hope
the email was the last strand
but i will climb
to the top
i will not give in
they may hate me
but i love them
chloe and farah and maddie
thats how it always was
BFF
im not so sure now
But i want the world to know
that im a freak im a wierdo
i will stand tall
with a pencil in my nose
maybe not always
but deep down
arent we all?

ok im a really crappy peot
sory..
but htis was for chloe and farah
so screw all you other ppl