Confused About You

August 14

I just thought I was over you.
Totally and completely.

But I think I was wrong.
Maybe, I don't know.
I just don't know anymore.
I'm so confused.

Well I mean,
I did like this other guy.
But I don't anymore.

I think the only reason.
Why I liked him.
Was to try and convince myself.
That I was over you.

But now that I don't like him.
I don't have anything.
To "convince" myself.

And then I found out.
About you liking Amanda.

I know if you asked.
I wouldn't go back out with you.
But hearing about that.
Was like a smack to my face.

I know you said you are over me.
But this completely confirms it.

Is it possible.
To not like you anymore.
But not be over you?
Does that make any sense?

Maybe the only reason.
Why I'm holding onto this.
Is because I know.
No other guy will.
Give me any chance.

I don't know.
I just don't know.
How I feel about all of this.