As darkness falls over the horizon
I feel an urge that tells me to rise up
Rise up to the darkness in my soul
and drown the light
It grows stronger everyday
I fight it with all my might
This urge will one day take over me
and I'm scared about what I'll do
I've tried to find a way to stop it
I've thought of almost everything
It's been easier with someone by my side
But it's coming.... this suicide
I cant hold hold much longer
This razor,these pills,and this rope is looking good right now
I'm scared for their heart, I might break it
But soon my life, I'm gonna take it
I tried to write my letter
I hope I thought of everything
I hope I told everyone goodbye
It's too bad you couldn't read the signs
Now this blade is my best friend
It cuts my skin so smoothly
I took my life
I'm so sorry my friend
