My life revolves around a dead end job, broken hearts, lost hopes, fallen tears, and failures. I am stuck going know where feeling like an object out of place. My chess piece has not move as if it were glued. I try to rebel but only fall short with the decision of loosing my mind. I am taken to mystical places where fairy's talk and colors change all around me. I am fed up with this life as i cant get away from the mistakes i have caused, the chaos that has proven that i am not meant for this world. I shall go to a far away place and Carrie out my fears even though inside i am losing me faster then i can keep up with myself. I am slowly dieing in a makeshift place with no U-turns and no roads that go back the other way. I am suffocated by the air i breath the love i seek and the steps i take to get there. I am going to say goodbye to the few i love most. But most of all i say goodbye to you. Farewell my friends of this normal world called earth the place that shys me away. Farewell i say to you my love as i fall asleep to wake up someday in the future. Farewell my love farewell
