This is not how I choose to be
something is dying inside of me
I hate this life I'm living in
I played life's game, and misery is the prize I win
It hurts so much deep deep down
there's a big smile shown, but really it's just a frown
Nobody understands how I feel
Is this a dream? or is this pain real?
I'm a fake that I know
I do nothing but put on a show
I smile for everyone, but cry at home
knowing that I'm all alone
I know I'm loved, but they just can't see
that inside I'm dying, please someone help me
It hurts so much but it's nothing new
my heart is breaking, it's splitting in two
You just don't get it, you just can't see
that this really is the truth about ME!
