I dont..

I dont want to remember
What you said to me that night
I dont want to remember
Our very first fight

I dont want to remember
The day you left and reason why
I dont want to remember
Why I made my arm bleed, and cry

I dont want to remember
The first three words you said
I dont want an \"I Love You\"
In your voice, always stuck in my head

I dont want to forgive you
or the things that you did
I dont want to be standing there
Blood pouring out, me wanting to be dead

Im not going to let it get to me
Im not going to remember
But its hard when you were my first
and you said you would be there forever

I dont want to die,
Just because you left me
I dont understand why
but I guess it just wasnt meant to be.