Happy???

People think shes so happy
but they don't know anything about her
she cries every night
not able to hold her tears in
the writings in her journal
are so deep and complex
you would have never guessed she wrote them
wen people stare at her
they see the figure of perfection
the meaning or beauty
but she sees something real
something makeup nor clothes can hide
she sees failure and death everywhere
she pretends to be something she isn't
yet her hypocritical ways fool everyone
no one would believe her
and the difficulties she goes through
---
everyone has their moments of sadness
& she knows it could destroy everything
her relationships, her friends
everything could disappear in an instant
if someone knew her emotions
because people go to her to find happiness
yet she cant even find happiness in herself

For: Forgiven Mistakes