Jovial Thoughts

Jovial Thoughts

Sitting here, looking deep into your eyes

I soon realize your thoughts, regrets, and faults

many days Ive pondered the thought of asking you,..

But mystery is one of the reasons I love you.

You hold me close but yout thoughts closer,

not realizing youve lost all sanity

between your guilt, lies, pain, and the thought disaster will never go away.

Looking deeper into your soul

its feels like impaling spikes

are crushing all memories of elated happiness.

The self- indulged thoughts overwhelming me

as opposed to the jovial images passing through your head

that once, used to appear.

The tapping sensation on my shoulder,

distracts me from you, and onto the

skeptical man telling us its time for you to leave me.

But how I wonder, does this stranger

have the heart to tell me Im not allowed to love anymore.

How so, can he be so heartless and painfully self- centered to tell me,

the one person I love has to leave my side.