You are the one i have always trusted with my heart and my feelings.
you are the one i turn to when everyone has turned their back on me.
you are the one i look to for advice.
you are the one who always was nice.
You are leaving me to go somewhere new too leave the old and begin anew.
i think you dont realize how much this hurts , but mabey its because i stay happy on the outside when everyones around.
but when you leave its like hell all around. i cry and i scream and i wish you werent leaving. no one understands how i feel. Im putting it off telling you that i love you and i will miss you , but i cant hold it in anymore.
I go up to you when no one is watching tackle you to the ground kiss you and whisper in your ear \"i love you so much and i will miss you\"
what he says then makes my day i wouldnt want it any other way. he whispers back.....\"i love you and will miss you so much too\"
he\'s gone now and i think about the memories we had often but i will alwayz rememeber him telling me that he loved me.
i dont think he could see.....
how he made my day and healed my heart of course im so very sad that hes gone but i have moved on and im with another guy.
but you were my 1st love and you always will be no matter what.
i guess love doesnt always kick you ion the butt.
sometimes the heart or mabey the thigh, but i guess i have learned that its NEVER GOODBYE!!!
