Here i am

Here i am all on my own.
facing each sleepless night alone.
not sleeping at all but i know ull be in my dreams.
knowing u are the one with the love that i need.
show me the way to make it through with out u.
casue i dont think ill make it i dont know what to do.

Its kind of weird how everyday i find my self reading ur notes u gave me over and over again.
Just to make sure that. that i love u is still at the end.
Caue if it is i find a way to make my self believe u still do.
even if u dont ill love u forever that i wish u knew.

sometime i replay the things u said to me in my head and so hard i try.
no matter if it makes me cry.
i wish things could be the way they used to be.
but i guess life doesnt work that easily.
i wish god could fix my life.
so i can have u back the one who can turn my wrongs into rights.

what did i do wrong god.
take me back to where i belong.
i cant live without u any longer.
cause not having u im not at all stronger.
when ever i fell u were alwaye there to catch me.
but here i am on my hands and knees this is where ill be.
i cant even stand.
but right now im waiting for u with nothing left here i am.

Jay Jay
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