If i could turn back time

Tears flow down my face
blood flows down my wrist
and when you see the cuts
please dont ask why i did this

cause i really couldnt answer
i didnt choose to be this way
and if i could turn back time
id make everything ok

i wouldnt touch the blade
i wouldnt tell the lies
i wouldnt hide this emtiness
that makes me wanna cry

id keep my friends close
and keep my family closer
i would have stopped myself from boarding this emotional roller
coaster

but whats done is done
i cant change it in the end
so for now this bloody blade
is my only friend...