You decieved what we had Shattering my hopes that we could last. I put all my trust in you Something everyone warned me not to do. I became your little game If you conquered me, you'd be showered in fame. You manipulated me will your charming smile Keeping me under your thumb if only for a while. You had no guilt nor remorse for my shattered heart You threw a bull's eye and hit the mark. You knew what would hurt me most Hiding it from me but still found a way to boast. The promises you broke should have been transparent And when I found out I was dismissed, away I was sent. You lied to me for such a long time Now as I think of us all I can do is cry. I'm not exactly sure if your love was true If it was I hope sadness and tears is all you can get through. I put my all in your hands Maybe that was a part of your concocted plans. Your look let my soul fly free And your "girl" is all I've ever wanted to be. But our time together is now thrown away It's all your fault it couldn't stay. When I pass you on the road I'll think of how everything you said was a total load. Even as I write this full of hatred just for you I still love you.....something you already knew. You played on that like a cat attacking a mouse Like a tornado destroying a house. My passion for you was just a weakness Your affection for me became less and less. You flattered yourself for having total control Making a huge mark....leaving in my heart a hole. But it can grow back From all those times you broke my heart....I've lost track. I'm refusing to be a wilting flower Can you hear me scream I hate you or should I go louder? Now after all this time I'm going to try to ignore you Running back to you is something I'm not going to do.
