You'll have to miss me now

Your in my heart, you are my soul,
when your with me, i am whole...
Love is here, love is real
i can't explain, this pain i feel...
To all the good times, all the fun,
and to my head, i hold this gun...
To the trigger, pain no more,
my life is gone, you f**king jerk...
I thought about you, every night,
and all the times, we used to fight...
But now im gone, my life is dead,
can't count the times, that i have bled...
So everytime, you close your eyes,
you see the thing, that you despise...
I hate you, you hate me,
and so this love, it cannot be...
And while you cry, yourself to sleep,
think of the things, you cannot keep...
See me, feel me, touch me, kiss me,
for all your life, you'll have to miss me...