You never would hold a sick child
You would never warm them with sweet smiles
You thought of me as a burden in life
You thought of yourself as a under-appreciated mother and wife
So now I won't even look your way
Because of you I dread each and every day
I smile only to make my friends smile
I got few but actual people who help make life worthwhile
Now I'm older and look at me now
I'm trying to go on with life but I keep asking myself how
You always had me crying in the dark
You lash out at me with each and every hurtful remark
You tell me how worthless I am and just turned away
You sat in depression not being the mother everyone thought you this way
I just search for a kindred heart to take hold of me and tell me its okay
I'm always trying to fight this endless pain in tears and blood everyday
My only wish I've always said and dreamed was to be happy
But I'm looked down upon with disgust as everyone slowly kills me
I can say You have burned me
I can say You have hated me
I can say You have hurt me
I can say you have destroyed me
The truth is masked by piles of lies
You never loved me. You've only despised.
