Vacant and fragile

I tasted blood slithering between my teeth
and my hands clenched onto the concrete floor
erratic and disorientated my pulse began to increase
as my fantastic chemical concluded its course

theres a new infliction as serene and perplexing as your eyes
red in texture yet black in nature
its too delicate to define

fragile vacant fantasies conjured from disillusions cast aside
subtle subliminal tendencies
abandoned in a gloomy cynics lies

i tasted flesh and crafted steel
ad-mist a darkened autumn eve
a brilliant white heat shot my throat out
and left me with an essence meandering between my teeth