Angel..i can\'t lose u

Finally the heaven's door opens
When I thought it will be closed forever
I give up dreaming of heaven
When an angel descends from there
I thought I was destined to dwell in misery
And I keep on asking why
I thought agony is the mere word meant for me
Almost analyze how devil will welcome me when I die
But a single silver feather fell on my hands
Realized that his wings is protecting me
Making me understand
That he will be there to help me see serenity
Each day I cried and thought I lived solitarily
Blaming, why do hurt always succumbs me
But his warm hands hold me gently
Sucking the coldness residing deep within me
Wiping every tears falling on my faceâ?¦
Leaving not a bit of trace;
And in his eyes I can gaze
The truth and sympathy
The exit to my life's maze
Is finally send by God to me
But something comes along my mind
Hindering the final step that I'm going to take
A question and fear fell over from behind
If I pursue what will happen next
Are You going to take him away?
Leaving me alone again and gone astray
And that's the thing I can't do
I don't want to lose him and that's true
I'd rather be left in doom maze until eternity
Than to lose my angel that worth more than eternal agony

**I can't think of any title and I was thinking of revising it so for the mean time i'll leeave it like that...