Revealing to you

Those i have trusted,
let me down,
i feel some-wat discusted,
that my \"friends\" did that to me,
my tears,
show sorrow,
diguised,
by fake smiles,
bleeding arms,
were covered,
soon to be,
discovered,
tears were cried for pain,
im hurting,
once again,
why, WHY,
i often ask,
but i give up,
im taking off this mask,
i reveal to you,
the real me,
some-one you never knew,
but now u will see,
the tears i cry,
the scars, the cuts,
i was happy living a lie,
but now i give up