Friend

When i was down you held me up
when i cried you gave me a hug
separated you from the rest
never compared you
because i THOUGHT you were the best
until
that day
you turned your back
unmasked that firey face that spite me with evil
a shock that held me in bed
stopped my heart
froze the tears
increased the migranes
increased the flow of blood
flowing through my nose
flowing through my mouth
my own haunting becoming real
a hurt that was inevitable
the anger
flowing through my veins
my own fears
conquered by new born fears
stares confirm my unique
the venom you plant into me
killing me slowly
slowly
counting down like a bomb
soon to explode
no unlockable code
my broken heart
you were suppose to mend
you were suppose to be different
the one to stay
who is worst?
foe or friend...

By CoLliN