Pain...

This is the way you feel,
When nothing seems real.
It is the feeling inside,
The urge to want to hide.

The feeling of being unwanted,
The feeling of being haunted.
The hate... of being taunted.
The fear... of being daunted.

When all of these feelings come,
I want to try to get rid of some.
But when there is noone or nowhere to turn.
The only thing left, is to crash and burn.

You hit the ground hard... and try to stand.
There is nothing left, to grab at hand.
The only thing to do, is to just wait..
And watch as you slowly deteriorate.

Left in the middle of nowhere.
No one left to even care.
As your mind fades... And the pain resides.
Follow your heart... as it guides.

Follow it to the point... from where it started,
Through the all the pain from which it parted.
Now you can see... what the hell is wrong with me.
Just open up and let yourself free.