Lately there has been some things
That I don't know how to say.
Like how I'm scared to be with you
Even though it should be okay.
I'm scared of getting too close
Because I don't want to get hurt.
I'm scared just knowing that my feelings are strong for you.
Stronger then they've ever been for anyone.
I'm scared to let my protective wall down
Because if things got bad my world would end.
I'm letting that protective wall down
Because I trust you and love you.
But I'm still scared!
I knew I should have never let my wall down because things did get bad and my world pretty much ended. I tried to trust someone for once in my life and once again it didn't work out. It's going to be hard to trust someone again, but if I wanted to I could try to trust you again. And yes I do want to.
