Devastated and frustrated
Disappointed and let down
A failure to myself
Another flaw is shown,
An imperfection so well known
I could never be anything else
I cry never forgetting why
Half an hour later I stop
Saddening desires for
Another scar to forever stay
There was nothing in my way
Still I have never been so unsure
Defiance against the plans
Nothing could change fact
Focussed on past bliss
Needing triumph to grow
This is the worst loss I know
I realise I am better than this
Focussed on only excellence
Nothing else is ever enough
Faults to me cause devastation.
One moment brought on the decision
Happiness begins with precision
