With out u

I try to pretend Im happy,
Tuck away the pain.
In the end I feel like dirt,
But I guess I cant complain.
Today I saw your face again,
And all I could do was melt.
I knew at the moment you\'ll never feel the way I felt.
I hold our memories dear and close,
Hoping I could live that way again.
But in the end im stuck with photos and notes wrote in pen.
I put the pictures away today,
And all I could do was cry.
You left me so alone and now all I want to do is die.
I try to be happy everyday that Im alone,
But I cant fake it anymore.
your choice is set in stone.
This permanent torture Im stuck with everyday,
This pain I feel sticks with me all the way.
My stone heart broke the moment you left me,
But I guess this is the way things have to be.
I talked to you yesturday,
And still I feel this pain.
I wish I could just carve it away and maybe hit a vein.
Maybe if I was perfect,
Like someone meant to be here.
Then you might love me.