Stay Quiet...Act Happy

I'm looking for myself

through all this confusion

trying to find a way out

because my life's no more than illusion

some days i just want to give up

say FY*k it i quit

leave this place thats like hell

and not give a sh!t

i hold on only for them

my family and friends

but i still see myself falling

coming to an end

when things start to get better

why is something worse to come

i just want to be happy

but depression is where i succumb

see the fake smile on my face

but not the real tears in my eyes?

it's all to keep you happy

but it's a mere disguise.

if you look within me

you'll see nothing but tears

bottled up inside

for too many years

it's killing me slowly...

i feel it more everyday

some days i wonder

why it just wont go away

I'm stuck in this world

cemented in the ground

so I'll fall to my knees

and not make a sound...

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Broken Soul~8/24