You dont realize

You told me you loved me
and i so wanted to think it was true
but how could I
when i could never really be with you

We were together
but yet also apart
we might have been joined by the hands
but not by the heart

It hurts so much to know
just how bad to me you had lied
how you used me so bad
and now, you, i dispise

i will always love you tho
and that is a fact
ill never really forget you
and most likely will always come back

You dont realize
just how much ill give up for you
my heart, my soul, my life
until i say that i am thru

You dont understand tho
that i am about to just give up
and behind me go
and close this door shut

Becuz your killing me
and tearing me apart
its becuz of you
that i no longer have a heart

But one day, maybe
you\'ll look back on the times we had
and maybe
youll be just as sad

and hopefully youll miss then
what u had lost now
becuz itll all be gone
without one word or sound