Feelings

Feelings

Sometimes i hate myself, i hate myself for being so shy.
Unable to express my feelings to anyone.
Every time i fall in love she falls in love with someone else,
because i can't just say "i love you", afraid to be rejected,
afraid to be laughed at.

Every time i think about her, i say to myself, tonight I'm
gonna tell her how i feel.
But when the time comes I'm just afraid, maybe
she doesn't like me, maybe she just wants to be friends.
And i don't want to risk our friendship, so i just say nothing.

But i can't take it no more, crying myself to sleep every night.
These feelings, emotions bottled up inside, trying to get out,
but i don't let them. It's becoming a thin line between
love and hate, and I'm afraid I'm gonna hurt someones feelings.

So, sometimes i hate myself, i hate myself for being so shy...

-Jordi-

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