Perfect

Sitting in my bed
Listening to my heart
Racing through all things wrong in my life
Never do I think of the good things I have
And how grateful I should be
Only how I could be better
It hurts me, cuts me so deep
Why can’t I have a perfect life like everyone else?
As the tears begin to stream
I am happy all day and put on a brave face
But as I step into my room
A different person comes out
Why am I like this?
I have the best friends that help me
And a boy that cares
So shouldn’t I be happy?
Slowing as my feelings fade away
Ignoring my family
As my emotions and feelings sink
I drift of to sleep
Back into my dream land
Where I want to stay forever.